We’re having a baby! This is such an exciting post! As I write this I am 10 weeks and 6 days pregnant. SO CRAZY! I already announced it a week ago on Youtube and Instagram, so I figured it was now time to update my blogging world.

In summary, we started trying June of 2018. I was on birth control before that time, and when I got off of it, my body went crazy. I started getting very irregular periods and gaining weight. With my irregular periods, I thought I was pregnant multiple times, however, each time, the test results were negative. This was honestly devastating to me after a few tests saying I wasn’t pregnant. My husband and I, both started questioning our bodies, our health and if we were even suppose to have a baby.

Although, at the beginning of this journey, we decided we were going to 100% trust God and His timing. We didn’t want to try any methods, use any kits, or track my cycle. We really just wanted to love each other well, and through that, we believed God would bless us with a child. However, after months and months of trying and results being no, we started questioning everything and getting frustrated. Long story short, we ended up realizing we stopped trusting God and His perfect timing. With each negative, we grew angrier with God and stopped trusting His plans. But in February, we decided to let go of “our perfect timing” and trust God with His. This was hard.